In previous years, I battled with a lot of discontentment in my single season. I used to think that I wasn’t good enough or nobody would ever love me, one of the reason being is because I experienced a lot of heartbreak and abuse. Time after time my heart had gotten used to getting crushed. Until one point, I just gave up with love.
I tried to find happiness elsewhere in anything I could find, but God. Although after some time, I found myself in a position where I had absolutely nothing that sustained me, through which I found Christ and surrendered to Him. Which led me to feel completely in love with Him.
He healed and mended everywhere in me that was shattered. He built up everything that was torn down. And that’s when I really did start to believe more in Him and His word
He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds
Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened. I will give you rest
He was right. Jesus really did heal my heart and gave me complete rest. I currently am still single at the moment, but I enjoy it so much! He has filled me with so much joy and warmth! Embracing this season of growth, love and preparation alone as God will lead me to the right relationship in His perfect timing.
And I hope this has touched you, if you are broken in any way please let out all your feelings to Him, call out to the Lord and He will give you rest. Trust me! I have been there! And I have not looked back since.
If you haven’t really prayed before and you are heartbroken but would like to speak to Lord Jesus about it, then if you feel comfortable please pray this prayer:
Dear Lord Jesus,
I am weary and broken inside, there is nobody I can turn to that could help me like you can. Your word says I can come to You and You will give me rest. Your word also says that You heal the broken-hearted. Lord, I am in need of healing. Please forgive me of any mistakes and past sins I have made, help me to move forward from this and heal my heart, as well as everywhere else inside me that is broken.
Fill me with Your love and embrace. Reveal Yourself to me as I come to learn about You more. I accept you as my Redeemer and I invite you into my heart. Have Your way in me and hold me close. Keep my heart in the palm of Your hands and revive me according to Your word,
In Jesus name, Amen
For my husband is my maker and His name is the Lord of hosts