It’s not easy being joyful and patient during the most driest, desperate times of our lives. But we can do all things through Christ and through His Spirit we will come through.
A lot of the things we face can be things affected by the world, but remember:
1 John 4:4
He who is in you is greater than the world
Your Saviour has already overcome and defeated every single thing you will experience here, you have Him to lean on and take refuge in. He gets us through the hardest of times, in due season you will reap a harvest.
In the meantime, continue to mediate on that scripture, you are a conquerer and a warrior in Jesus!
Be patient, be hopeful and be faithful. All is working out for your good